Hannah Banana Pancakes

TAG, you’re it! The rules are to state ten random facts about yourself. Then send this to the fifteen nicest people on tumblr.

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:31:48 -0500

Jordan, this is so so cute! I love you.
1. The weather governs my mood. If it’s cold and cloudy, it makes me sad. When it’s sunny, I’m super happy, and I love the rain (especially at night! I also associate rain with Christmas because in CA, our version of “winter weather” is rainy. Rain for more than 2 weeks though depresses me. Lol!).
2. When I go to the beach, I will spend the entire day in the ocean. You have to bribe me out with food or the sight of a really great sand castle.
3. I cannot live without tea. That sounds like an exaggeration but ask my mother. Unless I’m at a Disney park, a day without tea turns me into a crazy Godzilla
4. Sometimes really cute old people make me cry.
5. I have a really terrible addiction to shopping for clothing.
6. …And organizing dinner parties. Any outings, really.
7. My favorite sounds in the world are birds chirping and acoustic guitar.
8. My dream dog (that I’ll have to wait to get until 3 years from now) is an Australian Shepherd. I also really would like to have a Newfoundland (named Nana), a Golden (maybe a few, but the first would be Shadow), and a Dalmatian named Pongo. …….I really love dogs.
9. This guy sitting across from me just whispered “It’s only 1:30” and then groaned audibly. Does that count as a fact? Because it just happened.
10. I hate mint flavored gum or mints. I also hate most candy, but I ADORE chocolate! (:

How would one go about acquiring a date with you at Disney?

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:55:32 -0500

LOL UMMM… Well of course, as with any date, just ask.

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Fri, 17 May 2013 14:53:52 -0500

aseaofquotes: Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You

Fri, 17 May 2013 01:02:41 -0500

aseaofquotes:

Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You

i still can’t even scarcely believe that i am now an NYU student. it keeps dawning on me every...

Wed, 15 May 2013 20:26:16 -0500

i still can’t even scarcely believe that i am now an NYU student.
it keeps dawning on me every few minutes or so and i have to take a moment to process it. i’m experiencing all these quiet kinds of joy and i am so, so blessed and excited.

a week ago i was a calarts dropout not sure where i’d be in the next few months, let alone the next 3 years. i was feeling friendless and unsure and starting to get a little hopeless. i didn’t know what was going to happen, but now i know. i am not grateful to this past school year for any reason, but it has enabled this moment to feel a thousand times more wonderful. i find out my studio this coming monday, and i will officially be registering tonight. i can’t believe that i get to go to new york with my best friends and have the year i’ve dreamt of since i was 12 and discovered what NYU was.

i can’t even believe it. <3

Countdown to the Most Magical Place on Earth! So excited. <3

Wed, 15 May 2013 19:00:37 -0500

Countdown to the Most Magical Place on Earth! So excited. <3

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Wed, 15 May 2013 12:49:24 -0500

things i can now do to a boy should he try to rape or assault me, either in the streets or at a party, learned in 4 hours of self defense

Wed, 15 May 2013 11:56:00 -0500

i can break your arm via the point of your elbow, using only my hips.
in that same position, i can simultaneously choke you to death.
i know 4 different ways of kicking you in the balls. really really hard.
i can also knock the wind out of you using only my forearms,
and break your nose with my hand.
if you grab me by my wrist, i can break free in less than a second, while injuring your thumb.
this includes if you grab my wrists by both hands.
i can get out of your grasp if you grab me by my hair,
and should you grab me from behind and/or cover my mouth, i can get out of that hold as well, and then proceed to literally destroy your penis.
i can stop you from choking me.
if you try to rape me with a gun in your hand, i can disarm you in less than 4 seconds, and proceed to shoot you.
this includes if you have a knife at my throat.
if you try and rape me, i can get you off of me, no matter what position you are in, weather or not you weigh 120lbs or 180lbs, even if your entire body is pressed down on mine and you are holding both my hands.
this includes sitting on me.
if you try to lift my leg over your shoulder, i can put you in a choke-hold that will either give you permanent brain damage, or kill you in less than 2 minutes, as it cuts off your main arteries that deliver blood to your skull.
i can do all of this blindfolded.

for my entire teenage life, i have felt an inescapable feeling wherever i am, be it in the day time or at night, that a man could assault me at any given moment. the day after my first class was the first time i didn’t feel that way anymore. i went to trader joes, walked alone across a parking lot, and didn’t feel it for a second. it was the first time i felt safe in my own body, and that even though there was no 100% guarantee i would be safe if a guy ever did approach me, i know that i would know what to do if he did, and not feel powerless. it dawned on me that i had literally never felt safe out alone, ever. now i do. i have been attempted to be coerced into sex at parties, boys have literally pushed my legs apart, i haven’t known what to do if walking away hadn’t worked- and now i will never need to worry again.

i seriously urge every girl following me to take a class in defense, wherever you are. if you live in the LA area, definitely inbox me so i can give you the exact info of who i take class from. it’s expensive, but it’s incredibly worth it, and he is an amazing teacher.

I can honestly not tell you enough how PROUD I AM OF YOU. Also, every time I've visited NYC, I've been lost and confused and miserable, but I will go to the city just so see your beautiful face. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Wed, 15 May 2013 11:50:36 -0500

JORDAN THANK YOU SO MUCH!! You’ll have to come visit me and stay in my crappy dorm. LOL! I love New York and will show you all the beautiful places; it’s pretty miserable in some parts, but if you know where to go, it’s incredible. We’ll go to tea and the park and the zoo and have the best time!! (: Thank you so much girl I love you!

waltmickeyandpixarohmy: “Good Together” Wedding at Magic...

Wed, 15 May 2013 01:28:10 -0500

waltmickeyandpixarohmy:

“Good Together” Wedding at Magic Kingdom Park in Walt Disney World

JUST SHUT UP OH MY GODDDDD <3333

"Angry, and half in love with you, and tremendously sorry, I turned away."

Tue, 14 May 2013 22:30:34 -0500

““Angry, and half in love with you, and tremendously sorry, I turned away.””

- F. Scott Fitzgerald (via threecheersforthisyear)

I haven't felt my dad's presence in a long time

Tue, 14 May 2013 20:27:55 -0500

but today he was with me when I opened my acceptance letter.

I got the email at 6am, but I was too terrified to open it until 4:30pm, about 2 hours ago. I got home, and I was distraught, because I just imagined it being a no, and having to go through another year of the shit I went through this year, and I couldn’t stand it, so I got a picture of him and was talking to him, and I didn’t quite know what to do. I said, “I wish you were here, with me, to be here when I find out. I wish you had been here all year when I didn’t know what to do.”

So I got his picture, and I walked out on the porch where we always used to sit, and I held his picture in my left hand, and my phone with the email in my right. and I looked at his photo and then up at the sky and I said, “should I open it? I don’t know what to do dad. Do I open it?”

and suddenly a beautiful breeze blew all the leaves of the trees above me, and it made the wind chimes that he had hung when i was 6 sing, and I looked down at my phone, and it said I had gotten in.

it could have been a coincidence, but i felt like he was here. and i am so happy.

IM AN NYU STUDENT!!!!!!!!

HANNAH! Congratualtions on getting to NYU! You totally, completely deserve it. I'm so excited for you to go live out your dreams!

Tue, 14 May 2013 20:22:01 -0500

THANK YOU SO MUCH ZOE. Hopefully no creepy followers come to kill me since I’ve now officially announced it….HAHA. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!

🍂 creds to Claire! (at The Baron of Mullholland)

Tue, 14 May 2013 13:30:44 -0500

🍂 creds to Claire! (at The Baron of Mullholland)

Bonjour Princess Hannah! What's your happiest thought or memory? By the way, are you still making a trip to the happiest place on earth and if so, when? Merci, Madame! Have a Fantastically Magical Day!

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:44:00 -0500

I actually haven’t had the memory yet where it was like, a dream come true wonderfully amazing memory that stands out to me and that I smile when I think of. I mostly just have instances or moments that i can remember in hindsight i was really, incredibly happy in, so i guess those count. (: The first is walking around the animal kingdom hotel with my mom on our first ever trip to Disney World. I was pretty old, but it was our first trip together after my dad died, and I just remember looking out over the 4th floor or whatever balcony where we were staying into the hotel lobby and thinking how happy I was. The second would be the night after senior winter formal at my house last february. It was really simple and really PG- my friends and I went back to my house, and we drank tea and watched el dorado on air mattresses in my living room, and me and the 2 other girls washed our feet in my bathtub because we had danced for so long barefoot without our heels in the dance floor that our feet had become just disgusting. and we went to bed so exhausted from laughing and i remember, oddly, like, that night i was so happy. and then, the happiest moments of my life were being at school all day on weekend rehearsals at my old high school. i didn’t think i felt it at the time, because i was exhausted, tired, and i loved everything but everything else took precedent, but i remember i never felt more at home, or more wanted, or more talented, or more beautiful, or more loved, than i did there. on the weekends, looking like a wreck, stressing out but cracking up with laughter. everyone in that cast was my family. and our director adell was, has been, and still is, such a wonderfully guiding force in my life, and everything, just, every moment, even the drama, was incredible. and i wish i had it back. i was just so effortlessly happy then, and i remember those months being when i was happiest. which scares me a little because…it was something that wasn’t lasting and is completely nostalgic, all of this is; none of it’s mine anymore. which is lovely but also sad. i really want to have something soon that is lasting where i can say, “this happened. and it’s something i can hold on to, and it STILL makes me happy, not just nostalgic that i no longer feel it.” you know? lol.

that was a SUPER LONG ANSWER, lol. But ahh yes! I will be at parks within the next few weeks. Anyone who sees me should definitely come say hi!

No, he's wrong. You will be a princess, well actually you already are! <3

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:29:29 -0500

Aw, thank you anon! I actually think it’s a cowardly she. boys aren’t that catty. (:

peterpansshadow13: ”When the one you love is near”

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:28:10 -0500

peterpansshadow13:

”When the one you love is near”

"You’ll need coffee shops and sunsets and road trips. Airplanes and passports and new songs and old..."

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:27:35 -0500

“You’ll need coffee shops and sunsets and road trips. Airplanes and passports and new songs and old songs, but people more than anything else. You will need other people and you will need to be that other person to someone else, a living breathing screaming invitation to believe better things.”

- Jamie Tworkowski (via thatkindofwoman)

You changed. Not really. Not ever.

Mon, 13 May 2013 00:21:28 -0500

You changed.

Not really. Not ever.

how did you meet brooke?

Sun, 12 May 2013 19:47:00 -0500

ok what’s weird is that i haven’t posted brooke on my tumblr in like ages so idk where all these brooke questions are coming from and why I met Brooke in September when she came out to visit Disneyland. A year before that, I met her friend Ariel at WDW. (: She’s a magical fishy <3

edit: i hope i’m talking about the same brooke you’re talking about. i have 2 friends named brooke on tumblr!